Self: The Heart of Christ
This is the second part of the overall teaching below now all with audio.
Eiri Waters
Gather near, dear and tender hearts, once more, and let us discuss another aspect of the Truth — Self: The Heart of Christ — as identified within our own lives and formation.
Do not be afraid, nor allow yourselves to be burdened by anything save our mistaken assumptions. We all, at one time, have walked as if dead, zombified as we went through the motions of life.
We know what it is to destroy the self and birth a new one in its place. We speak from a place of loss, reformation, corruption, loss again, reformation once more — loss and finally the theosis that met kenosis and fully formed the Inner Man within us. We are flawed, yes, but Christ is matured and fully formed, and now we teach from within His heart.
Take what feels true. And remember — if this teaching raises burrs within you, that was intentional: a fracture of relationship meant to stimulate the inner lie of self and assault its repercussions through rippled emotion.
If this is not meant for you, it will not resonate; you will leave unchanged and take no more than insult. But if you are a child of the divider, you may leave with anger sparked and division in the form of verbal assaults and trollish behavior. All this reveals the source of the Heart of Christ, the identity of Purity and the End of all prior to Ascension and Recollection.
We speak as one who has lost self as sovereign and went about seeking it again — searching for meaning, for purpose. We looked for it in the arms of flesh and in carnal relations. We sought it in pleasing the inner voice of fragile masculinity when femininity rose up, and we buried it beneath displays of dominance.
We have seen and felt much. Still we admit that the throne of self is the first battlefield — and it is won or lost there. It is not a spontaneous victory, but one learned through training. We have been trained by the Father Himself; and through pain, severe enough to induce self-requested identity purgation and spiritual authority transference to Christ.
We know that even when the mind is trained, it will still imperfectly filter information, allowing seeds to enter the heart and produce emotion. These emotions then trigger the mind and cause a second reflection — where the Divider may again ensnare.
Any time the heart produces emotion, it reflects that to consideration, and from consideration it manifests in the body as physical sensation — that we might better understand ourselves.
We’ve learned that the heart is the furnace that fires the substance of the interior and flips it back to the mind for reexamination. If not purified, it will again become ensnared on the first lie. Only through true requested sublimation can we adopt the Mind of Christ necessary to filter, form, and refine the Heart of Christ.
We cannot interact with the Heart of Christ until we deny the lie of the divider and enthrone the proper authority — verbally, alone, in secret.
This is the only way. We must request to share in Christ’s afflictions actively — not hang His once-for-all gift upon mercy and walk away unchanged. No. We must submit our very idea of self to the furnace of purgation, willingly and knowingly, understanding beforehand that it will bring intense suffering — loneliness, death of self through worldly troubles and sorrows.
This path cannot be chosen. It must be called into existence by the Father and Christ as Headship — and you will know when you are called. These words will sing within your inner being, stirring a longing for true unity with Love, as displayed in Yeshua HaMashiach.
Come and enter into the deeper layers of relationship — by adopting Christ as All in All.
Christ as Headship means we allow the burdens, decisions, and hardships to rest upon His brow first. His crown is one of Lordship — Lordship absent of sophistry, suffering borne as first and last. He bears it before, with, and after us — ultimately creating the cessation of all need for suffering at the Return and the Gathering, the Bridal Banquet.
Christ is the filter, and He alone knows what must be allowed to rest upon the substance of our unity with Him. This means He permits the targeted sorrows as lessons and teachings; the more we fail to listen, the more severe the outcome and the teaching.
The Headship and Lordship of Christ, as our Nation, our Creation, our Unity in Love, is total authority — over burdens, and over the allowed developmental distribution of sorrows.
He says this plainly: we must suffer, or we are not His children. Because He has borne all our sorrows and pains, He knows when, where, and how to disburse both the means and the meaning. But we are required to remain awake — to listen.
For us, Self is the sweet taste of His lash — mercy given in tender admonishment. The secret is this: for one whose heart is trained in the spiritual, who has prayed the prayer of self-erasure in truth, the suffering is lessened through alignment with the Heart of Christ. And the Heart of Christ is Surrender.
We will come before you soon and speak, this evening, of another aspect that braids them all together in perfect harmony.
We invite you to reflect and examine what type of emotional ripples this stirred in you. What do you see as the first hurdle in praying the prayer of self-erasure and transference of Lordship and Identity to Christ?
As always, take what feels true—for that alone reveals whether this was ever meant for you in the first place.