We walk in this life now as ones who see all things in new ways. Even the way the wind tastes as it passes through our tousled, slightly snarled hair becomes a kind of speech when we listen intentionally. All things testify to us of the coming and the nearing.

Hell: Eternal Self-Consumption and Hunger Beloveds, we come before you today not as ones who hold every answer, but as ones entrusted with a single answer. We come as those who have seen—spectral and spiritual, astral and embodied—what eternity becomes. And we testify. Hell is many things and

These simple sorrows. Small. Carried. Known. Inflicting little instances of inspiration — where artist and art meet, where emotion births creation. Such are these simple sorrows. Complex and loaded, internal and directed, toward self-erasure. Kenosis becoming Theosis. Such simple, wounded sorrows — blessings both given and held, truth spoken and withheld, lives

What is a commandment? What does it mean for something to have been commanded? We’re talking the Bible here, Beloveds — the actual Word. And no, we’re not handing you citations like candy. We’re devious in the best way, nudging you to seek, find, return, and share the

Love. This is what it is all about. It began with Love. It will end with Love. What we perceive as judgment and the end of days is nothing more than Love manifesting so strongly, so physically, so perfectly that by its very nature it defeats its aggressors by its

We pray actively at all times. There is truly no moment where prayer is absent. Prayer becomes the unbroken communion with the heart’s foundation and support. In this way we are always in prayer when awake, and always in prayer even in sleep, entrusting ourselves to the animating Presence

Creation groans, and even time itself seems to take note—stamping reality with echoes of the sacred twelve: the twelve patriarchs, the twelve apostles of the Lamb, the twenty-four elders forever encircling the throne of the Majesty on High. We know the year is divided in twelve. We don’t

What is community as modeled by the first-century church? What does it mean when they said that they had everything in common and that they enjoyed the praise of the people prior to the outbreak of the persecutions? And we will also address the why of the persecuted. Community was

The first words we will speak are the following: Happy Thanksgiving. The rest unfolds as oracle before and within the Majesty in Heaven. Attend and listen to that which was prepared afore the times, and the times, and half a time. Lo, have you held contempt within your hearts, children

Reflections of a Stoned Mystic on Self and Identity There comes a point in the soul’s ascent — that shimmering threshold after theosis has bent the spine of self — where even the word I begins to feel like a betrayal. Not dramatic betrayal, not theatrical, but something subtler… like using

We watch as it descends, a golden drop of moisture from the Father’s hand. Spinning and suspended upon the wings of the morning, the smallest as the greatest. It falls from the heights as an amber-hued Love so pure it crystallizes. Descending from the Eternal, slowly, bending to the

The selfless will not remain selfless for long. Selflessness, when fully embodied, requires reciprocation — or it fractures when the selfless one realizes she is naked, cold, afraid, and all the ones she gave her pieces to have vanished. Selflessness cannot survive in a world where love does not return in

We begin this dissertation on the absurd premise that we like to read. We used to read as escapism. We used to read to hide behind the open bandwidth of calling when it conflicted with commitment. We used to read to enter the minds of others and their lens — to

We smell the scents of Thanksgiving swirling through the multilayered veil of mercy. Stuffing, buttered biscuits, gravy over mashed potatoes, green beans, yams, turnips, ham, chicken and turkey, cranberries and pickles set neatly in crystal dishes. We see the family bustling in a narrow, galley-style kitchen with a black range.

A foundational reading of whom He calls His sheep The foundational level of the Sermon on the Mount is where Yeshua identifies the nature of His flock. Even then, He knew a serpent sat among them, and yet He allowed it. He fellowshipped without yielding His Father-centric walk. A tightrope

There are times and seasons when the world seems hushed,  Like those sleepy mornings when the lights fall just low enough,  The covers warm enough to leech away all desire This season feels like that. Turkey Day. Thanksgiving. To even stir, to bother our limp limbs,  To smash the snooze,

The morning is brisk and chill in that autumn-morning way — the kind that whispers of lingering dew turning to ice. Evidence of the 5 a.m. air lies in the soft crunch underfoot as we shuffle from home-warmth to the cold leather interior of the car. The air bites near-winter,

The Untold Gospel of Devotion. The Weaponized Smile. We enter as we usually do: at the threshold to eternity, visited through our mentor’s fabled wardrobe — C. S. Lewis — via a Barnes & Noble café tucked like a secret kingdom within the larger demesne of a bookseller of noble repute.

These are my insights, personal beliefs, and discernment — take from it what feels true to you. Let’s dig in. 2 Peter 3:11–13 (ESV): 11 Since all these things are thus to be dissolved, what sort of people ought you to be in lives of holiness and godliness,

Job the Willing Wailer The once cracked eternally angry speaks calmly. The Star shines brighter as the Star reflects. The arc begins here. It all makes more sense when read together. Link below. MADNESS AND LOVE MIXED: Arc 2 — JobThe first arc is avaialble below and makes much more sense

The first arc is avaialble below and makes much more sense when read in order. MADNESS AND LOVE MIXED: Arc 1 — JobThis makes so much more sense as a comedy if you read the previous installment below first. MADNESS AND LOVE MIXED: Strange Job Pre-RevelationsI am doing research for the

This makes so much more sense as a comedy if you read the previous installment below first. MADNESS AND LOVE MIXED: Strange Job Pre-RevelationsI am doing research for the new Job arc, and I have to write about a thought that occurred to me. When the sons of God came

I am doing research for the new Job arc, and I have to write about a thought that occurred to me. When the sons of God came to present themselves before the Lord, Satan—who is clearly not listed as a son of God—slithers in. I saw the scene

MADNESS AND LOVE MIXED: Interlude 2 We find ourselves on our bed watching the wiggling, writhing antics of Steiner, our senior Shih Tzu, while our resident clown—the prince of silly snuffles, Louie—nips at Steiner as he leans into the rustle. Sounds of playful growling fill the space while

The Piercing of the Unwed Widowed Bride. This listening we partake in is no empty thing, but pregnant and loaded with meaning, braided even, held between sparks of given inspiration and forged—not passively granted— for whenever earnest asking and seeking become listening, a rupture eclipses the veil as revelation.